No matter still i am single anyway i have free, no matter still i am debt 200 thousand anyway i have my own house, no matter i have only one half day weekend anyway i am interested in, But body is everything.
The truth is my body no so good right now. My back / my knee / My neck and my teeth, all those parts are so week just like a 50years old man, sign! So currently this section maybe is 25% or maybe 50% only in my whole life, who knows and who care! What i should do is make sure everyday right now we are happy and senseful.
How many times i feel my knee so cold at night when i am surfing and how many times i feel my neck so painful when i am driving and how many time i donot wanna to see the boold from my teeth when i am brushing, but it nerver stop. Any worse recently i will catch a cold so frequent every 2months, the latest one is 1th November about. so is that means my resistibility cut down also?
Also another high risk is that everyday i have one more hour riding my old electric motor on the dangerous road, almost every 2months will have a littel traffic accident. So if one day something happened will i regret everything i choosed myself right now? I am so afraid to think all of this now.
Should be so destructive?
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